Rushing swirls

All the world swirls. Swirling pieces I try to hold on but I can't find my grasp. Forever ago was never really forever ago. Detached untouched too left alone. Why can't I get my grasp? Too dizzy so dizzy makes me wanna laugh. But I'm done with this ride I'm through with this game. Stop please I can't go again I'm spent just set me free. All the things I despise collide inside myself I cant stand this skin any longer. Regrets, regrets my whole is a regret. One stupid choice after another. Trust your heart to make decisions, what a foolish idea. Because of it I am left broken, sitting here alone. Fool, fools everyone here is a worthless fool. They laugh at what they aren't even sure anymore. Silly little puppets rushing around with dopey smiles. Why get wrapped up in all this hopelessness, no one really lives. At least a life worth living. Silly things rushing back and forth for a purpose they can't even remember. I shudder to think that I have come from that. How can I be the only one with open eyes. The world is truly gone if I only have the sight. All the world swirls, swirling into worthless oblivion and I lose my grasp…